Reality vs fantasy
sometimes she forgets that she is human
most times she just wants to live in a heart
but her mind kicks in and breaks her ideal world
she really likes him, it shows but she don’t know if he likes her back
she convinces herself that he is the one
she builds a vivid concept
that he will be her one and only
she then realise, she back into her heart
in her mind, he perceives to like her, woos her and dines her
does all the things to make her feel she is important
digs deep into her mind, body and soul
to the point she lives and breathes him
she knows it's dangerous to feel like this
but she swims into her emotions
he probably does not know that she feeling like this
or maybe he does
but in her heart she feels that their intertwined like vines of roses
her mind on the other hand is in a battle and she is losing against herself
Little does she know
her mind and heart both contradict each other
with their conception of love
she thinks she doing right by following her heart but her mind confuses her
no guidance, no pathway, no light at the end of the tunnel
she tells herself
she breaks down, tears that flows like waterfalls
pain that pierces through like thorns
love that aches
That’s what her mind puts her through
Her heart then consults her
makes her fall into a dream land
of situations that could possibly
never happen
but she goes on to believe it
the happiness, the smiles, the joy
her heart brings until it all comes to
an end because her mind portrays reality
and her heart portrays a fantasy
-Chanan Sharpe